fear: i have to stop thinking of sadness and floating.
i am trembling worse than a leaf. i know this state.

my love: what is love? i keep thiking, but all i know is difference and similarity, both. stay. don’t make any sacrifices. i had plugged my mouth but you de-gag me.
gag me. i know there can be no ending. but death.
Funny, morbid.

suffer: i had tried to leave you, but i leave a trail. you are the trail. joy pales in reflection. i laugh at myself, too rarely, too futilely, too slyly…

i am too much here. in your eyes i leave a shadow. perhaps it is of joy, but…what is tomorrow? i am…and you.